I tried looking around my room for something interesting to spark this. Clearly that did not work.
I keep saying eventually, once I'm back on top of things, I'll be able to focus on the things I want to do. Problem is, I don't think that day will ever come. It's not like typical disillusionment, where people romanticize the past, I actually know I was in better shape before. I've been getting worse. But hopefully this next regime will lighten things up. No.
There's nothing to say here because talking about what is happening is depressing and unrepresentative, and I've nothing better to say.
I keep saying eventually, once I'm back on top of things, I'll be able to focus on the things I want to do. Problem is, I don't think that day will ever come. It's not like typical disillusionment, where people romanticize the past, I actually know I was in better shape before. I've been getting worse. But hopefully this next regime will lighten things up. No.
There's nothing to say here because talking about what is happening is depressing and unrepresentative, and I've nothing better to say.
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