Way back when I was still living on the horribly noisy floor, I deemed it worthwhile to invest in a jar of earplugs. I have just last night thrown away the first two, and have broken into a new pair. 8 pairs to go.
I have got far too many projects. I could list them all, but I'm not even sure how many I'm still working on. Really the problem is that I get into something, then it gets mildly hard, and I stop. At this point, Ive got three different programming projects, one writing project, the webcomic, a bunch of DnD things, and I'm certain I've got a couple more projects I can't even remember. See, while I am really excited about all of these things, I can't maintain that excitement, and I have horrible motivation. I do not think this is a particularly unique problem, but it is there. I just need to keep at all these things. See, when I get working on something, things do become easier than I expected them to be... usually.
Also, I totally neglected a thing that is due this next week, so now I'm getting on it. That said, I got to it with more than enough time so I'm not doing it all in a night, and it's really easy. I'm beginning to trust my spreadsheet more and more, just so long as I take the time to make sure it has everything, and that doesn't take long. I'm really worried about what'll happen when I get bogged down with projects again. I need to get to the point where I don't need to check all my classes in order to trust it. I need to get to the point where I can trust MYSELF to put everything into the system properly.
OH and one of the characters I made for DnD WORKS. I'm excited about this because lately I've been building characters based off their CHARACTER instead of using their character to justify how I've built them. This causes problems because I lean toward non-combat things, and DnD was definitely built for combat more than anything.
I have got far too many projects. I could list them all, but I'm not even sure how many I'm still working on. Really the problem is that I get into something, then it gets mildly hard, and I stop. At this point, Ive got three different programming projects, one writing project, the webcomic, a bunch of DnD things, and I'm certain I've got a couple more projects I can't even remember. See, while I am really excited about all of these things, I can't maintain that excitement, and I have horrible motivation. I do not think this is a particularly unique problem, but it is there. I just need to keep at all these things. See, when I get working on something, things do become easier than I expected them to be... usually.
Also, I totally neglected a thing that is due this next week, so now I'm getting on it. That said, I got to it with more than enough time so I'm not doing it all in a night, and it's really easy. I'm beginning to trust my spreadsheet more and more, just so long as I take the time to make sure it has everything, and that doesn't take long. I'm really worried about what'll happen when I get bogged down with projects again. I need to get to the point where I don't need to check all my classes in order to trust it. I need to get to the point where I can trust MYSELF to put everything into the system properly.
OH and one of the characters I made for DnD WORKS. I'm excited about this because lately I've been building characters based off their CHARACTER instead of using their character to justify how I've built them. This causes problems because I lean toward non-combat things, and DnD was definitely built for combat more than anything.
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